it's all in my head

Ever think about some thing you did as a child and quickly ask yourself “what in the fuck was I thinking?”


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birdasaurus:

Natasha Calhoun
jeanews:

fs handplant

bullied:

i like online shopping and putting everything i want in a cart then checking my subtotal and laughing and closing the tab

(via fake-mermaid)


samdigspoems:

We sacrificed stars
For sprawling constellations.
Christened it “city.”


3. A Bitch. Women are supposed to be ladies in the street but will tear skin under sheets. I’m told: Never raise your voice. Speak gently. Submit. Hold your opinion against your lips and when you admit to it, make sure it comes out as a butterfly wing suggestion. Don’t disagree. Don’t undermine someone else’s authority, regardless of whether or not they deserve your respect. Someone touches you, just move away from them. Don’t hit. Don’t talk back. Be like the ruins of Rome, only beautiful if you can’t hear your quiet death.

6. A Slut, obviously ruined by another person’s touch. It doesn’t matter how many people she’s actually been with, it’s all about the rumors she carries with her. Easy. Harlot. You’ll still try to get with her, you’ll still take her into your bed and kiss her and say things you don’t mean - but you’ll defame her name when you talk to your buddies. My father used to say “A slut is fine for the night, but the virgin is who you take home and marry.” Maybe he didn’t know he was teaching his daughter to hate her sexuality. Maybe he didn’t know that every time she’d be kissed, her whole system would shake until she felt ready to combust, shame and self-hatred shivering against her spine. Maybe he didn’t know she’d disconnect emotions and sex because he always told her, “Boys are different, they won’t care about you.” Nobody said to her that it was okay to experiment. See, the funny thing is, I’m a dancer so I know exactly where my center of gravity is. I know how hard I’ll fall in each direction. Yet out of fear of getting hurt, I won’t let a single person inside of my bed.

7. The Soulmate. Never love romance more than you love being cynical. Never show weakness, never like pink, never think maybe you might find someone nice and settle down with them. Someone will find you, I was told, And if you’re lucky, he’ll put up with you when you start getting old. Never be the woman who believes in happily ever after, never be dumb enough to think maybe someone could love you after all of your mistakes. It has nothing to do with whether or not a family is important to you and you’re in a good place where a relationship would make your life better - you’re not a princess. You don’t get married, you settle.

In respectful response to a poem tilted, “Ten men women have warned me against becoming." /// r.i.d (via inkskinned)

(via chubby-bunnies)



smidgetz:

kanye’s album after the divorce is going to be amazing.

(via fake-mermaid)


greatwhiteprivilege:

i feel so dumb and embarrassed after expressing any emotion

I feel stress for maybe two seconds then realize, honey badger don’t give a shit.

(via misnomered)


departured:

nickelode0n:

baby, i don’t care about your stomach

or your legs

or how big your boobs are

i don’t care about you at all

leave me alone

(via strictlyteen)


eatingisfab:

i am pretty

  • pretty dumb 
  • pretty stupid
  • pretty annoying

(via fake-mermaid)


therealhamster:

anyone wanna make out… a check to me for 500,000 dollars

(via fake-mermaid)


My love is just as strong as the day I sat on that couch and realized I was in love with you.


I just want someone to love me enough not to hurt me.


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